finally got my broadband and i can blog... read my cousin's and fren's blog recently.. felt sad after reading it. din know they undergo so much. well, tink after reading their blog i feel i know them better and i will treasure them better... thanks blog for letting pple to vent their anger and publish their unhappiness so as i can know what they thinking about... i am not a understanding person, i only care about myself... i'm like a hermit crab when i feel theres danger i will hide in my shell, and only comes out when i feel i am comfortable. haiz, really tinks i should open up myself more... yupz, trying hard.. tats y pple feel that i am a cool ger, or even "dao" ger. Anyways, tats me, if you dun like tats your prob.
Feeling very lonely since i started werkin. In office, dont really mix around with my colleagues, cos most of them older than me, by a few years. dun really click. They are salesfolk, their char and thinking is so diff from me. They speaks gd engrish too, i'm like a frog in the well man. Lucky i got to know a bunch of colleagues from other dept. Haiz, my job sucks man. Feel like a maid man, got to buy dinner... chase the sales folk for numbers.. MIS... what kind of job is this, what if i got citimodels and what excellent awards man.. from the outside it looks gd.. but the job sucks.
Since Don left dun have the kind of motivation to werk man. lesser werk to do, lesser things to learn... Misses the werking days with the bunch of gals and my ex boss. So much fun though alot alot of politics then. But still prefer to werk under him. Well, not say my new boss no gd, he is nice as he knows wheres the limit, not bossy, but v cool. He is a like a dragon, hee, weird description huh. Din really communicate much with him, not like Don's days, i and my ex boss always chat like frens, and we always joke man. So sumtimes i freak out when he is in bad mood, dun know how to react. Anyways, he din vent anger on me la. Just felt that boss and subordinates shouldn have the kind of gap, mayb we only werk tog for 3mths only, have not build the kind of repore(pardon me if i spell wrongly, haha!)
I am getting lazier and lazier man.. hee fatter as well man. Sit and face computer all day long... jialat, then got no time to go gym also, no kakee.. i am isolated in Jurong man. All my frens stay so far from me. How i wish i have a fren jus next door haha.. everyday can go disturb them. Anyways, life still goes on...